Arrogant. Narcissistic. Self-important. Self-absorbed. It all comes down to...

2010-12-20T15:55:00.000-08:00

Egos. I am so truly sick of people and their egos. From never being wrong and blaming others, to thinking you’re the prettiest most amazing person; when honestly, I’ve seen much better. I don’t mind people being confident and having courage in one’s self. It’s something I admire in people. I just can’t stand people who think they truly have no flaws, and because of this neglect all the people around them because they’re too self-centred to notice anyone else; apart from the few more ‘popular’ people. We mustn’t upset or ignore them. No.

Though I whine about egotistical people. I think I’m more annoyed with myself. For not having the courage or ego to put them in their place. Like, when the 5^th time their popular friends leave them alone comes around. I can just say ‘sorry to hear that. Well, good bye’. Why do I always feel bad for them and comfort them? Why do I delude myself with the idea that people can change. Even though the 4 other times they don’t? Maybe it’s my upbringing. Or the fact I believe in treating people how you’d like to be treated. One will never know until years of therapy. Though, I wouldn’t really want to know that I’m a push over because of some weird stuff from my childhood. That would be worse than not knowing.

With the new year approaching, and a new outlet of blogging. Next time I’m just not letting them back in my life. 2011 will be a year of change for me. Most definitely. All the little things I should have changed and started this year are on the edge and I can’t keep them there much longer. I have no choice in the matter. Life’s changing in 2011 and I have no say. I’ll just pray it’ll be for the best, and kick out some trash along the way.

First posts are always the hardest.

2010-12-15T14:21:00.000-08:00

Whenever I start using a new site, I always feel a bit stupid; as I get confused easily. Usually I get so flustered I stop using the site and delete my account. Though I hope I don’t get too delete-happy with this blog and keep posting. I want this account just for myself. This isn’t for anyone in my day to day real life. This will be my own little place. Maybe along the way I’ll make a new friend or two. Maybe in 20 years time, after this all done and over; I’ll log back onto this site and reminisce.

At least my first post is done and dusted.It may not be a bold statement, or a life changing event like I'd prefer. Though I think this will do. :)

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Arrogant. Narcissistic. Self-important. Self-absorbed. It all comes down to...

First posts are always the hardest.